I was so sad to have eczema . Not only did I feel extremely uncomfortable in my own skin but I felt also extremely self conscious about it with friends, people I knew and just being out in the world.

I felt like nobody understood me, I felt really alone – it had started when I had child eczema. It really weighed me down, I tried to hide it as much as I could so people wouldn’t notice. That is all I thought about and all I focused on.

I felt like I was carrying around this deep dark secret that was weighing me down so much. I felt fortunate that I was able to hide most of it most of the time but I felt like in jail inside because it was like a deep dark secret that I was carrying around and there is certain moves I just couldn’t do with my body to make certain that my rash wouldn’t be exposed for people to see it.

Can you imagine that feeling, being that way with your friends. It is like I couldn’t just be myself with even friends by fear of being misunderstood and judged.

And I was absolutely terrified at the thought of intimacy with a men like they would judge me for sure and not be interested in me a s soon as they would notice my rash.

Not only was I extremely ashamed and embarrassed, i also felt extremely uncomfortable in my own skin like I could not stand being in my own skin. Even when i would use the cortisone cream and it would clear up, I still would feel really bad because I could just feel like it wasn’t gone at the chore of it and on top of that I could feel like my skin was actually getting thinner just like they say and that would freak me out.

So I didn’t have a very good relationship with my cortisone creams and other temporary forms of eczema treatment. I depend on them but felt at the same time that they were really bad for me. It felt also awful to depend on such creams that I knew and could sense that they were harmful to my health. I really felt stuck in a bad vicious circle and would dream of finding a real cure where  my eczema would clear away for real. I envied people with nice skin and would always think to myself: If they just knew how lucky they are.

When people noticed my rash, they would always have this weird expression on there face like yuck!

I really felt alone and sad.

Like something was wrong with me! I would just wish people could see me above my skin rashes but it didn’t seem possible.

And as I said, it wasn’t just how people looked at me but it really was also how I felt inside with those rashes. I felt very uncomfortable almost like I didn’t feel clean.

It was my dream to cure eczema – my eczema anyways. It felt like that would free me of my dark, deep secret and that I would be free to be myself with friend and not feel like I had anything to hide, I felt like I would finally be loved and not judged.

I searched and searched endlessly for a cure. I must say that I felt really lost because I didn’t trust so easily the so called cure out there. I didn’t have so much money to just try anything that I would find. I also have tried many things and was really wary at spending more money on the next so called cure.

So I was searching but being very suspicious at the same time. I also didn’t want to be suspicious at the point where I was not going to believe anyone and be stuck in my rut forever. I wanted to find a cure so I had to remain open but I was careful to not just believe anybody.

I like that the explanation on this site because it seemed genuine and not like false hope. The price was good and I really liked that I could return it if I was not satisfied because my biggest fear and concern was to be screwed over spending my money on something that wouldn’t work. I had done enough of that. So I decided to not give up and have faith in God like there is real hope for a cure so I decided to give it a try.